LP2Lily 
Lily Fathom
I mentioned this before, but figured I would accept it. In the past I would avoid acting on it. In recent days I feel like I need to just become real. I might continue to go back and forth on this. However, I desire to explore this more. I just don’t know how.
I am thinking about online dating. Via long distance. I feel safer this way and if I ever want to stop I can. At least before making any commitment in person. I doubt anyone would want to expand a friendship with me on here.
I think ya all are wonderful. I was accepted even thpugh I faught bitterly with these issues. I could sure be a hypocrite at times could’nt I? In reality I like the idea of starting more close friendships. If I choose to I can go further with it.
Obviosly this is not a dating site. This thread is just my way of coming out of the closet the rest of the way. Just not yet to my family. I really don’t know if I will ever form a relationship with another guy. I might find a girl in life and these homosexual feelings will just vanish.
Again, thanks guys for making this website feel so warm and cozy.
Much friendly love <3 Lily
