After becoming an alien shapeshifter, Blossomforth kept most her pony instincts but also gained alien predator instincts. These instincts clash, on one tentacle it feels wrong to be predatory, she feels like a monster but it’s so easy and even addicting to allow her predator instincts to take hold. Her face transforms to match her state of mind, sharp teeth, salivation, predatory eyes. She needs to eat an enormous amount of biomass and energy to maintain her ability to transform and experiment with new forms, and it’s so easy to pluck animals and eat them as if eating a fruit, being so far advanced from the comparatively primitive fauna. She at least makes an effort to keep a few morals. She spreads her hunting throughout a big forest so that the ecosystem can sustain her frequent hunting and does her best to kill her prey quickly so that they do not suffer. Also, she never kills sapients, only animals. It still feels greedy to trade so many lives so that she can live freely as a shapeshifter.
Blossomforth’s new shapeshifting abilities are absolutely wonderful and make her feel free, powerful and flexible. She loves being able to use her ever flexible, strong, dexterous, and adaptable tentacles. To be able to transform into any animal and experience a new body, give birth to herself and control multiple bodies at once or even disguise herself as a different pony and live a different or even multiple social lives. It’s utterly intoxicating and even erotically sexy to be able to do these things, however it’s also embarrassing and she hides her abilities from most, only letting loose in private or out here in the wilderness. Even when taking on monstrous forms she still covers herself in fur to appear less like a monster. However, when rapidly transforming or changing shape her flesh turns more red as there is less time for skin and fur to grow on newly morphed flesh. She is determined to be a nice shapeshifter, however, no matter how much she tries to keep herself from being monstrous, she cannot escape the icky and weird biology that is needed to allow her to transform, nor the predation needed to sustain it.