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Loneliness is killing me. It’s got to the point where i’m asking myself, why the fuck am i still alive? There’s really no point in my existence. So i made this, i redesigned and renamed my oc to match my personality more. Tbh, i hated my past oc’s, but this one i actually love. So i have depression to thank for something at least. Apologies, as i don’t really see other artist get this personal, but fuck it, i have to tell someone.
 
Next post will be more lighthearted porn stuff, i promise.

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nintendogeek7065

Hey, I don’t know if you read these. But I know what it’s like to hurt. For the last 7 years I’ve been struggling with depression and schizophrenia. The voices in my head tell me I’m worthless and to kill myself almost everyday. It took me awhile but I am slowly rebuilding myself. The annoying thing how you can be doing so well and the just be at rock-bottom in a second. I just want to say, don’t give up no matter how many times we fall we can always get back up. I know you can lose site of that when spiraling in a depressive episode but above all else you have to remember those who care for you. I know we never met and you will most likely not see this. But I care about you. And don’t want to see a life lost to this horrible mental illness.
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Ciaran
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@Ciaran  
you can tell when someone does that?  
isnt access to that sort of power against the rules here?
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@Kai-Twoo  
i just reported you 5 times for uploading a cute image with positive sentiments…
 
dont bother trying to report me back bc my dad is a playstation.
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MkV
would it be too impolite to comment with “hang in there, baby” poster?  
cuz I really want to
 
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Background Pony #65B0
thanks for uploading this. i’ve been emotionally starved and i’ll settle for feeling anything at all. it’s reassuring to know that this experience isnt exclusive to myself.