Bleh, I’ve already made it pretty clear that I’m overly pessimistic as a sort of defence mechanism. If it turns out as I predict (which is pretty much worst case scenario), then I’m already ready for it and can inflate my ego with told-you-so’s.
If it turns out better, then hurray. I’m wrong and I don’t give a damn because something good happened.
It’s not like I’m making ~admin decisions~ based on my whinging. “Curse” of the green name title, I guess.