“On the verge”  
The work is closely connected with the bright events that took place in reality at that time, as well as with the events in the “perception”, but still not fully conveys all the emotions and thoughts invested in it.  
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So, after 13. 5 months, with the help of people close to me, I managed to finish this work, which used some new techniques and techniques, as well as a slightly different style and anatomy.  
After 13. 5 months, at last I start to re-enter the general flow, the creative crisis (laziness and self-flagellation) is coming to naught, some thoughts and positions become clear in my head.  
I express my great gratitude to all who kicked me, forcing me to continue working on this, who encouraged me, etc.  
Thank you  
And remember - if you do not like what you are doing, think: “This is not good enough.” So, we need to improve this, and not give up. Do not be afraid to ask for help from more experienced people, especially if they are ready to help you.  
Then, after a while and an experience, you will be able to create something truly amazing that will arouse the others in vivid interest.  
For this I retire, but I do not say goodbye.  
Cloud on the connection.  
Raw back in the ranks.  
Prepare the ships.