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Excluding Pinkie Pie, Fluttershy, and the first half of Trixie’s part, I find myself thinking these things from time to time.
Of course I generally dismiss such thoughts, because thinking of such things serves no purpose.
For the Pinkie Pie part, and first half of Trixie, I’ve never done something to drive away a friend or do anything of anguish/regret (even if embarassing moments are annoying as hell).
As for the Fluttershy part, Life has no purpose at all. That doesn’t mean you can’t have fun while living. What’s the point in living if you can’t enjoy yourself?
I feel some sort of strange comfort from seeing these messages, since it makes me feel like I wasn’t the only person who thought of these at some point. Already knew that, but still.
For the Twilight thing, not sure why I get this impulse. Like with other suicide stuff, I imagine what will happen to the people that find the body, and the fact that many people who attempt suicide fail at it somehow (being handicapped [especially by yourself] is worse than death imo).
For the Applejack thing. It’s not just myself, but everyone, I just have an easy time finding things to dislike about people. Though, this is mainly to the fact I like to see the Pros+Cons of everything. However, when subconsciously viewing myself, I generally judge myself harder than anything else because I can actually change myself. So I tend to have unobtainably high standards for myself.
As for Rarity, that generally only applies if I have to do something I don’t like usually. Or when I’m overtired and about to sleep.
As for Big Mac, I hide my sadness so that I do not spread it to others (unless it’s through a sad story, which is a different type of sad imo, one that can be enjoyed if that makes sense). Besides, I have tried that in the past in hopes of solving some problems, and anything that anyone has ever suggested to me I have already thought of and tried many times. So bringing up any problems now is just a waste of everyone’s time.
For Trixie, I don’t really think about it as much as I used to. I’ve pretty much come to the conclusion that life pretty much isn’t worth it to live, but as long as I’m alive, I shall do what I can to keep others happy, for I will never be able to make myself as happy as I can make someone else.
For Spike and Luna, that’s just my subsconscious thinking that I’ll never be able to get better even though that’s not true. Like Celestia says, there’s always hope for the future.
Thanks for posting it, and thanks for weaver for making it. I had a fun time writing a comment about this stuff. =)
Of course I generally dismiss such thoughts, because thinking of such things serves no purpose.
For the Pinkie Pie part, and first half of Trixie, I’ve never done something to drive away a friend or do anything of anguish/regret (even if embarassing moments are annoying as hell).
As for the Fluttershy part, Life has no purpose at all. That doesn’t mean you can’t have fun while living. What’s the point in living if you can’t enjoy yourself?
I feel some sort of strange comfort from seeing these messages, since it makes me feel like I wasn’t the only person who thought of these at some point. Already knew that, but still.
For the Twilight thing, not sure why I get this impulse. Like with other suicide stuff, I imagine what will happen to the people that find the body, and the fact that many people who attempt suicide fail at it somehow (being handicapped [especially by yourself] is worse than death imo).
For the Applejack thing. It’s not just myself, but everyone, I just have an easy time finding things to dislike about people. Though, this is mainly to the fact I like to see the Pros+Cons of everything. However, when subconsciously viewing myself, I generally judge myself harder than anything else because I can actually change myself. So I tend to have unobtainably high standards for myself.
As for Rarity, that generally only applies if I have to do something I don’t like usually. Or when I’m overtired and about to sleep.
As for Big Mac, I hide my sadness so that I do not spread it to others (unless it’s through a sad story, which is a different type of sad imo, one that can be enjoyed if that makes sense). Besides, I have tried that in the past in hopes of solving some problems, and anything that anyone has ever suggested to me I have already thought of and tried many times. So bringing up any problems now is just a waste of everyone’s time.
For Trixie, I don’t really think about it as much as I used to. I’ve pretty much come to the conclusion that life pretty much isn’t worth it to live, but as long as I’m alive, I shall do what I can to keep others happy, for I will never be able to make myself as happy as I can make someone else.
For Spike and Luna, that’s just my subsconscious thinking that I’ll never be able to get better even though that’s not true. Like Celestia says, there’s always hope for the future.
Thanks for posting it, and thanks for weaver for making it. I had a fun time writing a comment about this stuff. =)
